The BossHam

1. company is starting a tumblr. not my company the one i work for

2 getting extra rails that i am paying proper rent for at the CAMDEN THRIFT

3 may do sat evenings at the thrift now

4. driving lesson tomorrow

5. me and mg were on way to tube and i realized i had forgotten my cell and oyster/wallet had to go back. and. still after going from jubilee to metro to hammersmith saw the hammersmith pulled in dashed to get it and got in as doors were closing and bam there’s my girl on the same part i jumped on. ha nice. woke up early enough to fill our new flasks with a cuppa but forgot to bring the tuna salad i made yesterday night. have it tomorrow now i guess.

6. thinking about writting an whole thing on fleece my hate for it and it’s surprising 8to me* remergence in mens fashion

7. thoughts on reading and seeign if possibly getting into thought catalog, mean look at ryan o giving speaks at schools all over the place. do need to start writting though

8. guess it’s gonna snow soon?

9. guess that fire is at some electric hubs/ telephone exchange could explain why it was such dark smoke. oh shepherds bush burning down

10. so much more this year ya know. working, still hustling, got to take it up another couple o notches, get some ink done, do more markets and also got myself security guard/door supervisor training on the 17/18/19th and then extra 3 bills for the license and bam got another opportunity avaialable to me.

life update

-benefits? viable option? we’ll see this week at jobcenter plus

-couch surfing for a month out in kingsbury with mg. ZONE 4 what what

-looking for a 9-5 for the last month, since knowing of masquerade’s closure. 

-on so many recruitment sites it’s crazy. love how my youth and lack of a million plus quarterly turnover stops me from applying to oh so many companies.

-applying for roles that require photos of myself. so check out the bearded freak recruiters. and no unfortunately i haven’t applied for hollister/abercrombie&fitch or their other brand, or AA though right now wouldn’t mind working for any of the above/

-when recruiters say bless you over three times during an interview. makes me feel like hmm nice to know me struggling and huslting like a mad man is getting me somewhere. still mad hopefull as she was awesome otherwise. *HOOK ME UP WITH THAT MARC JACOBS ROLE!!!****

-what else, got a beard going now, wanna try a mustache again, need a trim, gotta get trim, only 100kg right now but body aint reflecting that whatsoever. 

-MG birthday on the 18, think BLITZ PARTY on the 16th should be rocking!

-and only on tumblr now cause i’ve applied for another 20 different positions today *since that first photo post thank you very much* and wanted to see how many unprofessional post i have on this dam thing. but see that’s the same reason why you don’t give your personal fb to recruiters and jobs that say they’d like to see a bit of your personal life before they even interview you. 

bogus man, totally bogus

hmm think next post be what i’m listening to and my planned/unplanned market days 

so i just got delayed for an half hour or so cause my eldest oreinsetein cuz may have officially broken up with her boy just short of a year so was talking with her for a bit.

also pretty sure none of ya are in the stamford hill whereabouts n socialness so i’m good putting that up there but yeah talking about the past and now mg and yeah life man, it’s fucked up.

i was gonna post more of the shiz i want and need to make happen but think just blog bit more then bed. want to try an get into work early, first full sat in the stables for a while thinking

*go through everything on the rails/ figure out what should be kept out and maybe taken to a boot sale/vintage fair/take out all name pieces for the thrift and dappa.

*storage unit mofos

*bag of horrible band shirts it’s like really if paul (bossman) did buy a bag of band shirts why like avril lavigne and bands i’ve never heard of before really. 

*go through the two bags of jeans we have, also go through like i said a bit before every rail we have so idk mean i’ve been informed that atleast half the things i’ve brought over (to the thrift)the last week or two have actually sold

man i just be making list after list huh.

well i’ll say this though got shit to do in the stables market this coming month, hopefully get some more sales going, find some stuff that fit me or friends, and make myself some extra money too.  

so on sunday made an investment in a cape for a few quid, not too much considering the cape. 

boss lady calls me to let me know she sold it for 25 which is atleast an 20lb profit if not more since think it was just a few lbs. 

yeah man gotta keep letting things b’sheit *as it’s supposed to be/as it’s willed, it’s evret look it up*

laundry should be done, and just bout ready to leave for the gym which 1 hope is open 2 is nice since i haven’t been there before and 3 still doing that deal they were doing online. also hoping i can get today as a trial day. 

so i don’t get how i t can be this cold and yet this sunny.

and i still haven’t heard yet how it snowed back home other then my bf back home telling me it gave his edison electric job mad overtime so he loved it. 

so that dormant volcano turned like into this made eruptive undersea volcano type thing that i’m trying hard to stop becoming a mad crater. 

listening to a best of dolly parton cd right now.

writing in my daily diary trying to remember my past week. first time i cooked for someone in like forever n a half, that ridic house mg’s friend was house sitting with an excess of herb n mdma available and horrible polish vodka. my cousins birthday shabbath, sleeping in a bit recently, was mad tired from the weekend. and yesterday was such an off off day. like monday night had my two leftover dinners smoked and stayed up way to late with the internet/computer gods messing wit me an my posts and then up at like lunchish yesterday and nice beans eggs n toast breakfast n smoke to like a mad powernap from 3ish to 7 or so and having some sandwhiches when i woke up to showering shaving n trying out my new thick ass knit sweater and going to mg’s to make late night chicken soup pressure cooker style. 

it’s sorta funny but my bed now is sort of shit, it’s a single one small duvet one small pillow and yeah do enjoy getting a chance to sleep in a double again let alone with like twenty million pillows n those memory foam semi mattreses. mean miss the futon matresse at had at hellhouse/oldplace up the road. prob be better if i just got a thick duvet.  yeah man idk if it is possible but i’m sure some beds are just too comfy for normal reasoning. 

gave our store tramp tea n a cig today he should have gotten his inheritence yesterday so hopefully he won’t blow it all in a day and will actually invest it lay low and keep his head up ya know. 

been looking up the university of arts london’s placement/career sites and tyring to see if any european /british co’s i’d like to work for carhartt etc.n some others are hiring. 

so yeah tea/nicotine/large meals/good ppl/hope of the spring/bootsales/making money and doing my own stall are keeping me going. cause if finding a full time job is like this been thinking just really got to be making money on the side and maybe go back to school. which i got to look up before the end of the week.

hope y’all be well an if the sun is out where you are you be enjoying now. and if not enjoy anycase cause well ya know. life n such as it is n all

so i’m a bit iry, bit tired, and thinking bout cuppa n a fag.

-one of my boss’s *not my aunt* is really getting on my nerves, seems overly patrinizing recently. other ppl have brought up how he like is well lacking in responsibilities n such in certain areas relating to work n yeah frustrating but good to see some of the reasons why i’m bothered other ppl have said so also.

-only two weeks looking for a job really not so excited bout waking up tomorrow and looking for placements n such, though i dam well should be just too ugh right now to even try opening a window for that

-so been here almost 8 months n so

-dam digitty do man, life!!

-everytime i lose a follower i think it’s you/her, i know talking bout you/her on tumbla is so passe n annoying n such and yeah lame n everything else it is but i’m actually dam happy n proud of ya that ya finally got up north and i totally deleated like a paragraph right now but yeah you/her are awesome and deserve the best and should have a rocking time getting it.

-where’s that cuppa n cig?

-posting like this whole set of songs from this mix on wahwah, just trying to find the one song i’m listening to now though.

found out syd barret-octopus! liking this sound

making that tea and still want to update bout my week n need to write in my journals.diary but sure my writing is more cryptic then usual right now